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let's see... clark and i got into our first real fight, but everything is good now. he gave me the new nickname special k. we were watching tv one night and he goes "look, they just did our thing." i about died inside. i have never liked a boy as much as i like clark and it kind of scares me. he even watches Smallville with me, AND he sings that Lifehouse song "Everything," that goes "you're all i want, you're all i need, you're everything." ahh im going to make myself crazy. I g2g to class, im coming home this weekend!!!!
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[15 Feb 2005|10:28pm] |
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long time! a lot has happened! clark and i broke up and were on a break for like 4 days but now we're back together. valentine's day was yesterday, lots of fun! clark and i exchanged some presents and hung out for most of the day and went out to eat and i also went with mike and hans to gators for all you can eat wing night. i had 20 wings! way to be a team player huh? hans had 35 and mike had 50 mother trucking wings! school isnt too bad. jill and i are going to shoppers hell bc we spend way to much when we go shopping. we arent going shopping for like the next month. i just watched the notebook and about cried my eyes out. i've been hanging out more with clark's friends, they arent too bad after all, i actually have some fun. tomm. is BK day =) and thursday is einstein morning! gotta go study later babes~ HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE
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[25 Jan 2005|11:18pm] |
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last night me, jill, and yen went out to dinner at P.F. Chang's, only the best chinese food ev-ar! we all looked so cute and got dressed up! it was fun just us girlies. we sat outside and froze our butt's off and the valet guy kept coming up to us. too bad he was U-G-L-Y, lol. then we came back to school and clark and i went to publix. i got him some shampoo and conditioner and other junk like that. when we first got to publix and we got a cart we were holding hands and walking down the aisles and clark goes "doesn't it seem like we're married and we're going shopping together for the first time?" and i just said yea, lol. but it was sweet, kinda freaky at the same time, but still sweet. he wants to do something for valentine's day, so we're prob. just going to go out to dinner and then go to the beach , but if anyone has any good ideas tell me! i gotta go study, but i miss MEGAN, STEPH, and HEATHER <3
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clark and i planned on going to the beach tonight to watch the sunset, so we left but it wsa freaking cold and we were a little late, so we ended up going out to dinner at sonny's, lol. after that we hung out and attempted to study. i left my binkies in his car :( i only have 1 class tomm! whoo-hoo!!!
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[23 Jan 2005|01:15am] |
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tonight me and clark went to see coach carter. it was a pretty good movie. we got lost on our way back though, lol. after we got some food at taco bell and then just hung out. tomm. we are going to the beach to watch the sunset =) how romantic! tomm. i have to study during the day. blah. but i need my edumaction! lol.
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[20 Jan 2005|04:17am] |
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clark and i are official =)
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[16 Jan 2005|12:29pm] |
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long time! okay, so im back in Tampa, and it's not too bad. On Wednesday night Olivia and I went with Francesca and her dad and her dad's friends to eat chinese food, and i got some free beer out of it! it was fun, chinese ppl drink way too much alcohol. I don't have class on friday this semester =) VERY HAPPY 'BOUT THAT!!! John's friend Scotty from UCF kept trying to hit on me, lol it was kinda scary. I have recently started working at the Abercrombie & Fitch in Tampa. It's a lot bigger than the store at home, and soo much busier! I don't do a lot, except stand around, greet people, and fold clothes! I even get paid 25 cents MORE than i do at home. WOO-HOO a freaking $5.75 an hour. I miss the Aber. at home though, those are all my homies. My parents are sending me a new cell phone bc i f-ed mine up. I am liking having my digital camera at school, pictures 24/7! I hope Steve can visit me soon, i love that kid. Anyways, time for work. Blah
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new years eve was okay. we closed at 8 and had our own little party in the store, it was so funny, mike was so drunk, he got up and wanted to make out with the moose, and he said that him and the moose were lovers HAHA. jess wanted to take the canoe down and actually get in it, it was hilarious. good times despite the fact that i couldn't find my cell phone or my car keys so i didnt get to go steph's =( i got dragged around to OceanWalk and the Mai Tai Bar, and surprisingly i got in. i thought we were gonna die on our way there though, our first cad driver was going like 50 mph over speed bumps and kept running all these red lights. and then our cab driver on the way home kept asking us all these questions like where we work and crap. and jess said retail, so the cab driver goes, let me guess Abercrombie? and jess is like yea, what gave it away, the holes in our jeans or the popped collars? HAHA went to sleep around 6ish and woke up at 9 to be at work at 10. i thought i was gonna die. brian and i are in another fight, so i didnt see him at all new yrs, and i didnt kiss anyone, i know, im such a loser. oh well. i work today at 5, come visit.
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Yesterday was wonderful! It was my only day off, so of course I went shopping and got many wonderful things. I then went home and napped/did something productive until Brian<3 got off work. He picked me up and we drove to St. Augustine to look at the Christmas lights before they were taken down. It was splendid* Than we drove home and I fell asleep. We got back to my house and I was still sleeping and Brian didn't want to move me, so he put my seat back, and he put his seat back, and we just slept in his car. I woke up at around 2ish and he took me inside and we just layed in bed watching tv and falling back asleep. It was lovely. Now I'm awake because I have to work at 10 and Brian's gonna go home and sleep before he has to work. I hope this day goes by fast.
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[27 Dec 2004|11:12am] |
i cant believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i cant believe it ..4 years go down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i tryd to save it so many times but you still couldnt see
u kept insistin and resistin that u would not fall again
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin to come back home
ur tellin me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin to come back home
u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love
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Christmas was splendid. I recieved clothes, dvd's, a new dvd player for my room, cd's, a new digital camera, and jewelry! Brian came over too! Brian and I drove around Ormond and P.O. looking at xmas lights. Later we went to Mike's and Mike, Elven, Brad, Michelle, Brian and I all drank and passed out watching Love Actually. Anyways, I have to work from 5-11. Hope everyone had a good xmas!
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[24 Dec 2004|10:47pm] |
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It's practically Christmas AND...
ok, we're talking about horses...
MicahRockStar (10:46:11 PM): not for some people... they're just not my bag baby
CAINE CALLED ME (KIM) BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[24 Dec 2004|11:19am] |
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okay! let's see... This is what has been happening <3 Brian and I are doing great now. I've been working a lot and it's been c.r.a.z.y. Everyone in the 386 area is getting Abercrombie for Xmas and I'm not kidding. I didn't do so bad this first semester of college and next semester it'll just get better! Megan and I went to Disney on saturday. It was mucho funo with the boy with blue shorts and the boy in a gray sweatshirt. Yay for all the USF Jazz Band guys! And Chris, who now I have *2* pictures of and can compare them now! Also our Jungle Cruise Guy was funny not to mention cute not to mention reminded me a little of Jack from Will & Grace. New Symrna Bch. so Brian could get his surf video. I met some Lacrosse Players in Aber. New Shipment is coming in and the hours are insane. Im helping my mom with a case AND I'm getting paid. Erika might not come back next semester bc she got offered a full time job at the Y and is seriosuly considering it. Kyle T. and I went to Dairy Queen. Mandi, Miriam and I all went to Takeya's for Ashley's b-day dinner. It was fun and "T" was a good chef! A cricket almost caused an accident in Mandi's car when it jumped on Miriam's head-HAHA. Riding a lot and sleeping and hanging out with the boyfriend and friends <3
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5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. my class ring
2. my tiffany's necklace
3. a usf shirt
4. new skirt from aber.
5. my anklet
5 THINGS YOU CAN SEE
1. tv
2. chair
3. dog
4. christmas decorations
5. pictures
5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
1. eating a salad
2. listening to music
3. watching tv
4. laundry
5. this
5 THINGS YOU ATE IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
1. sweet factory candy
2. teriyaki
3. a wetzel's pretzel
4. chinese food
5. a blow pop
5 THINGS YOU DID SO FAR TODAY
1. talked to kelvin
2. went to work
3. picked up food
4. took a nap
5. did laundry
5 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
1. gavin degaw
2. dryer
3. typing
4. puppy snoring
5. cracking knuckles
5 COLORS YOU CAN SEE
1. pink
2. orange
3. blue
4. yellow :)
5. black
5 THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD
1. why does brian treat me like im worthless?
2. im starting to like kelvin...
3. no homework for a month :)
4. why people betray the people they love
5. where does wasted love go?
5 people that you love
1. my parents
2. my friends
3. my horses
4. my dogs
5. my cats
10 OBJECTS IN YOUR ROOM YOU LOVE
1. my pictures
2. my ribbons
3. my trophies
4. my model horses, lol
5. my tv
6. my phone
7. my cell phone
8. my bulletin board
9. my bed!!!
10. my clothes?
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kelvin and i went to see oceans 12 last night. it was fun. he looked hott. every girl was staring at him and I was the one WITH him =) he held my hand and he kissed me. problem. brian and i got in a fight. he hung up on me and won't call me back. i think he might be bi-polar but we're not working out right now. i know i was wrong to kiss kelvin back and i can't believe i did, but YOU'RE the one who wanted to go see your ex-gf instead of seeing me. so are we even now? and don't tell me that you didn't kiss tonie.
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today was fun. went to work. only me, lorie and aurthor closed, and i loved it. i think lorie is my favorite manager besides brad. she was in tri-delta at ucf and she talks to me like she's known me for forever, it's awesome. and aurthor and i crack jokes on eachother and i love making fun of him. i got off an hour early! Woo-hoo! i work tomm. from 8-2, brian's meeting me at the mall, and after i get off work we're going christmas shopping! should be mucho funo, and it's also skoty thomas's birthday! 19 years ago we will have been blessed with his presence. anyways, time for me to sleep, so i'll catch you guys lata!
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[07 Dec 2004|05:37pm] |
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okay, enough of that. i love it though. i know what im getting brian for xmas. a shirt from abercrombie, surprise surprise. i think i am starting to like kelvin =/ i don't know what to do. 18 days until xmas!!! skoty, john and liz liked their presents, that made me happy. i registered for classes today. eng. comp. 1102, psychology, anthropology, environmental policy and british lit. from 1616-1780 for a total of 5 classes and 16 hours. im going home thursday and i have to work friday 7-11 and saturday 8-1.come visit
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